Well I have not made a blog for awhile. I am taking 2 online summer classes, working overtime, and was out of town last weekend to see my family (FINALLY!!!!!) for the first time since Christmas.So, here is what I have been working on.
Pain:
Still there, but better! I saw a chiropractor for the first time ever last week. I as totally anxious, but he did an alright job. It seems he fixed the pain I was having in the center of my back about where my bra line is. My neck is still screwed up - maybe I need new pillows? And, my lower back is always a little (to a lot) crappy. I certainly need a new bed, and I need to be more careful of how I lift people at work. I finally realized, though, why I am so afraid to lift people when my knees are bent (the right way to lift heavy stuffs). My legs are not in the shape the used to be, so I don't trust them to lift me up! I used to be able to leg press around 400 pounds, now, I can hardly lift myself and an 85 pound old lady! lol
Goals for dealing with the pain:
- Work on my posture more, so that my neck is aligned. The biggest problem here, is likely looking down at the keyboard and hunching at the computer. Funny how typing can affect your health! I'm not sure why I am always looking down, since I am typing most of this without needing to look. (Man I have a confidence problem or something, and it is making me suffer physically! haha)
- Get my leg strength built up so that I can trust myself when it comes to lifting (and lifting properly). Maybe I need some fine lady legs like these -and the back/ abs would be nice too!!
Progress:
Well, now that I am in less pain, and I am sick of constantly being that way, I have started to do upper body lifting workouts. Where I work, we have a decent fitness center with an awesome functional trainer. I can do all my arm exercises that I was prescribed in physical therapy last year. Maybe if I can just do all the workouts regularly on my own, I won't have to spend the money to go back to therapy in the fall? (That is my goal any way).
On another note, I REALLY want a functional trainer for my house! The one we have at work was like $1800 4 years ago, which is doable with some saving. But, I cannot find the same one anywhere online, and all the newer models are double the price. UGH! :(((((
Any way, I am super excited because I can feel my abs under my flabs, and my arm muscles are growing (they don't jiggle as much!!). I still have a long way to go, but I am getting there! Just a few more pounds and my BMI will be under 30, and I'll say GOODBYE to Obesity!!!!! :D
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Thursday, June 13, 2013
What’s Up With GMOs and Organic Foods?
Background:
Today, there is
so much confusion about what organic means, when we need to buy organic, what GMO’s are, how pesticides and chemicals affect
the foods we eat. There is a lot of conflicting information out there, but
there are scientific studies that have been performed to see what foods you
REALLY need to be careful about, and which ones are generally ok.
Vocabulary:
GMO: Introduced in
1996, Genetically Modified Organism – an organism whose natural genetic
composition has been altered through genetic engineering.
Organic Foods: Foods grown
and produced without modern synthetic products like pesticides, chemical
fertilizers, irradiation, industrial solvents or additives. Typically, these
foods a fresh and are minimally processed using organic ingredients. In the
case of animals raised for meat, the animals are not treated with antibiotics,
unless they are ill, and the animals are not treated with growth hormones.
Some Facts:
-
Why
GMO’s are getting bad press (From GMOinside.org and the Institute forResponsible Technology):
o
They
can be toxic, causing allergies to foods (such as soy allergies caused by
peanut genes now in soy – people are actually allergic to the peanuts, not soy!)
o
Little
regulations exists, so safety is questionable
o
This
is a newer technology, so all risks have not been studied or well documented
§ Because of the
point above, tests like those that claimed Agent Orange and DDT were safe are
used to promote the safety of GMOs
§ Independent research
with negative results is suppressed by companies (like Monsanto) with the big
money
o
Do
not actually increase yield of crops
o
Do
not reduce pesticide use, but increases it – crops are tolerant to pesticides
now, so they are used more freely on crops to prevent weeds (The differences in
applied herbicide in 1996 and 2008 was 383 million pounds!), thus, GMO crops
tend to have higher trace pesticides on the produce we eat.
o
They
are creating resistance to pesticides in weedy plant and insect species
§ This can make
crops more susceptible to disease, because they are not adapted to the changing
pest species
o
The
reduce biodiversity due to becoming better competitors, and disrupting
ecosystems
§ These are linked
to habitat reduction of even the Monarch butterfly, for example, whose
population is down 50% in the US in recent years.
§ These also cause
infertility and infant deaths or birth defects in wild bird and amphibian
species.
o
Studies
from the American Academy of Environmental Medicine indicate that GMO’s have shown
to cause intestinal and immune system disorders, accelerated aging and even
infertility in test animals!
o
GMO’s
involving growth hormones (like those we get from cow milk) are linked to
cancers.
o
They
require the same amount of energy (if not more) than non-GMO species
o
Cannot
solve the world hunger problem, because amount of food is not the problem, lack
of land and access to the food causes the problem.
-
Not
all organic foods are better than non-organic foods
o
Most
studies do not find significant vitamin differences in produce
o
Studies
show that there is no significant differences in protein or fat content in
meats
o
Only
organic milk seemed better nutritionally, having better omega-3 fatty acids
-
Not
all organic foods have less pesticides than non-organic foods
o
A
lot of our foods come from other countries where they do not actually have
access to the chemicals put on foods in the USA.
o
Not
all foods absorb pesticides
§ Pesticides are
designed to use different “modes of action” within the plant metabolism.
§ This is to
prevent killing off target plants.
§ As an example
soy plants are genetically modified to me “round up ready,” meaning they are tolerant
to glyphosate (the active chemical in round-up). This is because the genetically
modified soy plants are able to hydrolyze the glyphosate- or break it down into
non-active ingredients.
-
There
are foods that you can get by with eating non-organic, while others should be
substituted, as they have the highest residues for pesticides (From the
Environmental Working Group at ewg.org):
o
“Clean
15” are 15 foods with the LOWEST traces of chemicals and thus the safest to get
the non-organics
§ Sweet potato
§ Cabbage
§ Pineapple
§ Grapefruit
§ Cantaloupe
§ Eggplant
§ Mango
§ Kiwi
§ Sweet peas
§ Onions
§ Mushrooms
§ Asparagus
§ Avocado
§ **Papaya and
Sweet corn have little pesticides, but are common GMO’s, so, EWG recommends to
go organic
o
The
“Dirty Dozen” are 12 foods with the HIGHEST traces of chemicals, so get them as
organic!
§ Strawberries
§ Cucumber
§ Celery
§ Bell pepper
§ Grape tomatoes
§ Spinach
§ Hot peppers
§ Grapes
§ Nectarines
§ Peaches
§ Potato (baking
style)
§ Apple
§ **** Kale and
Summer Squash (green squash) exceeded even the Dirty Dozen criteria, as they
also test positive for traces of known neurotoxins!
Go
organic on these FOR SURE!
Conclusion:
GMO’s are
looking to be pretty terrible over all for our health and for the environment.
Recent studies, like those sited in the facts section above, indicate that GMOs
have done nothing but cause more problems. These sources, and many others,
suggest that we avoid purchasing any known GMO foods. When we avoid purchasing
them, we do not support their profits and we let them know that we are fed up
with the half cocked science experiments. Look what happened with the “safe”
PCB’s that caused a hole in the ozone layer and DDT that killed thousands of
animals of different plants, just to control a single insect. As a biologist, I
am obviously not making the claim that science is bad, but science needs to be
thought out fully and tested well before it is implemented in the world.
Pain Update
I made another appointment yesterday with my doctor and explained my desperation to get over the pain. When you have had enough, well you have visions you don't want to talk about because you don't want to look crazy. I could never explain desperation before being in so much pain for such a long time - I guess I have never been that bad off before.
I told him that there is NO WAY depression is causing my pain. I am not always depressed, just when I can't do anything about my neck and back hurting. Well, he was still kinda not very understanding about it. Students seem to get a bad rep for "faking pain" to get drugs at my college medical center, so I can understand how the doctors there can be guarded about just writing scripts for it. But, I told him, I have no intention of being on meds for the rest of my life! We NEED to find out what the heck is wrong and fix it so I can have my normal (not so cranky and irritable) life back.
The Dr. finally had me get an X-ray and wants to see me Monday to talk about options like physical therapy and chiropractic. Well, since I am maxed on my physical therapy allowance on my health insurance until August... AND, I just did therapy last fall -yet the problem is back again?!, I am thinking I might try a chiropractor :? I hear a lot of horror stories, but I am willing to give it a shot! The chiropractor here has great reviews.
Also, the doc actually gave me a pain med, rather than an anti-inflammatory or muscle relaxer. No joke- with in 20 min of the first dose, I stopped being a b**ch. I don't like the way it makes me feel (almost drunk, kinda?), but DANG does it feel GREAT to have relief and to not cause everyone to not want to e around me!!!
:D :D :D Nothing like a happy moment in a sea of the sads!
I told him that there is NO WAY depression is causing my pain. I am not always depressed, just when I can't do anything about my neck and back hurting. Well, he was still kinda not very understanding about it. Students seem to get a bad rep for "faking pain" to get drugs at my college medical center, so I can understand how the doctors there can be guarded about just writing scripts for it. But, I told him, I have no intention of being on meds for the rest of my life! We NEED to find out what the heck is wrong and fix it so I can have my normal (not so cranky and irritable) life back.
The Dr. finally had me get an X-ray and wants to see me Monday to talk about options like physical therapy and chiropractic. Well, since I am maxed on my physical therapy allowance on my health insurance until August... AND, I just did therapy last fall -yet the problem is back again?!, I am thinking I might try a chiropractor :? I hear a lot of horror stories, but I am willing to give it a shot! The chiropractor here has great reviews.
Also, the doc actually gave me a pain med, rather than an anti-inflammatory or muscle relaxer. No joke- with in 20 min of the first dose, I stopped being a b**ch. I don't like the way it makes me feel (almost drunk, kinda?), but DANG does it feel GREAT to have relief and to not cause everyone to not want to e around me!!!
:D :D :D Nothing like a happy moment in a sea of the sads!
Monday, June 10, 2013
Dealing With Pain
For some time now, I have been in a lot of pain. Back in 2008, I get
tendonitis in my shoulder over training for professional bowling. Last fall, I
completed 5 weeks of physical therapy 2 days a week, and I thought I was on my
way to feeling better. Then, in February, I started a new job as a certified
nursing assistant in a nursing home where I work with people suffering from
dementia. Many of them cannot stand, so I do a lot of lifting. For a long time,
my back had been a trooper, but I noticed the pain in my shoulders, both the
injured one from using it so much and the good one from using it instead of the
injured one. Then, in early may, I wiped out on my bike after hitting a
rock crossing some train tracks. Ever since, I have been in a lot of pain in by
back and neck. Being in pain all the time is making me depressed, anxious, and
really lethargic. All I want to do is start working out so that I can get
stronger and hopefully get over the pain and get on my way to being in shape.
Depression REALLY sucks! I am grumpy and short tempered. I have very diminished patience. This is all lovely because the man I love and I argue all the time over stupid misunderstandings ALL the time. And, working with dementia residents is a real treat because they can be loud and repetitive. Don't get me wrong- I love working with those people and I REALLY love my boyfriend, so WHY CAN'T I CONTROL MYSELF! Ugh, I’m so frustrated. I just want to want up and not be in pain and not be a total…. Pain? Haha
Anyway, my doctor wants to say that likely, the depression is causing the pain…. But I had the pain before I was depressed. And, I cannot say that I am depressed so much as just exhausted from being in pain. Why can’t doctors get with the program?Ok, that was harsh -but like I said, I can be a bit snarky. I really want to see all my dreams come true, but I cannot find the motivation to with the constant aches in my neck, back and hips.
Any suggestions. How do you deal with it?
Depression REALLY sucks! I am grumpy and short tempered. I have very diminished patience. This is all lovely because the man I love and I argue all the time over stupid misunderstandings ALL the time. And, working with dementia residents is a real treat because they can be loud and repetitive. Don't get me wrong- I love working with those people and I REALLY love my boyfriend, so WHY CAN'T I CONTROL MYSELF! Ugh, I’m so frustrated. I just want to want up and not be in pain and not be a total…. Pain? Haha
Anyway, my doctor wants to say that likely, the depression is causing the pain…. But I had the pain before I was depressed. And, I cannot say that I am depressed so much as just exhausted from being in pain. Why can’t doctors get with the program?Ok, that was harsh -but like I said, I can be a bit snarky. I really want to see all my dreams come true, but I cannot find the motivation to with the constant aches in my neck, back and hips.
Any suggestions. How do you deal with it?
Monday, June 3, 2013
Struggling! My Confessions.
Well, I made this blog and my Expedition Well-Being web operation to keep me accountable.... But, darn it, I am struggling here. So, the only fair thing to do is admit it and move on so that I can get to where I want and need to be in my life.
My confessions:
Today started out great! An egg with 15 grain toast with low calorie cheese and a banana, drank plenty of water at 5:40 am. "Lunch" as it is called at work (at 10:30 am) consisted of carrots and celery with hummus and some strawberries.... but I caved! Got a snickers bar out of the vending machine thinking -well, it has nuts in it!... But then I scored 2 Oreo cookies around 2 pm and around 3 I decided to go get taco bell rather than make something. It would have been OK, depending on my selection, but nope! I HAD to have extra sauce on my cheese quesadilla. Oh, and a caramel apple empanada. At least I had the good sense to drive to McDonald's for a $1 unsweetened ice tea, rather than getting a soda.
Yesterday also started out ok. Protein smoothie with a banana (small one), lots of spinach, chia seeds, lax seed and coconut milk. Mango and almonds for a snack... then I get home and put away 10 oz of steak- granted it was a lean cut and I have been running low on iron lately, but I topped it with caramelized onions and sauteed mushrooms. Finished that off with a Schwan's cone with chocolate candies, sugar cone... so much sugar. Had at least 5 war heads candies (got them Saturday, should have resisted!). I napped all afternoon, skipped dinner and decided to have 240 calories of lemon cookies.
The last several days have gone the same way - pizza, chicken wings, McDonalds, sugar, sugar, more sugar. MAKE IT STOP!!!
Ridiculous since my last post was about eating good calories. I think that since I lost the 22 pounds (212 in Mid March to 190 now), I started to become more comfortable and celebratory. So, here I am thinking:
But I really need to keep going! I am still not under 30 BMI (the cut off for obesity). I need to be at least 185 for that. And my over all goal weight is to be below 160.
I have been letting my emotions and excuses get the better of me and I need to stop! I have some serious pain issues that have been making exercise a challenge. (I meet with the doctor tomorrow, so I'll write a blog about that later). But, pain is no excuse to go on a sugar bender. See, this is why I loved South Beach diet. It helps to control blood sugar and cravings. Over the last 5 weeks, though, I have been being more relaxed about my diet.
I can blame it on the basement flooding. I can blame it on finals. I can blame it on starting work at the nursing home full time. I can blame it on whatever I want, but the fact of the matter is, blame doesn't get me any closer to my goal, just enables my poor choices by diverting the attention onto something else that doesn't matter.
I want to be healthy. I don't want to be pre-diabetic. I don't want to become diabetic. I don't want to hurt any more. I know I can do it!!! I've already made it 1/3 of the way.
Why do we fall into the habit of putting off til tomorrow that which we could do today and should have done already?! I think the hardest thing is KNOWING what I need to do to reach my goals, but not having the intestinal fortitude (as my dad calls it) to get there. If I know HOW to do it, then I know I CAN do it too!
Final thoughts: Some commandments from PositiveMed on mental health. At this point, (the diet part at least) is all a mental game and i know I have it in me to win!
My confessions:
Today started out great! An egg with 15 grain toast with low calorie cheese and a banana, drank plenty of water at 5:40 am. "Lunch" as it is called at work (at 10:30 am) consisted of carrots and celery with hummus and some strawberries.... but I caved! Got a snickers bar out of the vending machine thinking -well, it has nuts in it!... But then I scored 2 Oreo cookies around 2 pm and around 3 I decided to go get taco bell rather than make something. It would have been OK, depending on my selection, but nope! I HAD to have extra sauce on my cheese quesadilla. Oh, and a caramel apple empanada. At least I had the good sense to drive to McDonald's for a $1 unsweetened ice tea, rather than getting a soda.
Yesterday also started out ok. Protein smoothie with a banana (small one), lots of spinach, chia seeds, lax seed and coconut milk. Mango and almonds for a snack... then I get home and put away 10 oz of steak- granted it was a lean cut and I have been running low on iron lately, but I topped it with caramelized onions and sauteed mushrooms. Finished that off with a Schwan's cone with chocolate candies, sugar cone... so much sugar. Had at least 5 war heads candies (got them Saturday, should have resisted!). I napped all afternoon, skipped dinner and decided to have 240 calories of lemon cookies.
The last several days have gone the same way - pizza, chicken wings, McDonalds, sugar, sugar, more sugar. MAKE IT STOP!!!
Ridiculous since my last post was about eating good calories. I think that since I lost the 22 pounds (212 in Mid March to 190 now), I started to become more comfortable and celebratory. So, here I am thinking:
But I really need to keep going! I am still not under 30 BMI (the cut off for obesity). I need to be at least 185 for that. And my over all goal weight is to be below 160.
I have been letting my emotions and excuses get the better of me and I need to stop! I have some serious pain issues that have been making exercise a challenge. (I meet with the doctor tomorrow, so I'll write a blog about that later). But, pain is no excuse to go on a sugar bender. See, this is why I loved South Beach diet. It helps to control blood sugar and cravings. Over the last 5 weeks, though, I have been being more relaxed about my diet.
I can blame it on the basement flooding. I can blame it on finals. I can blame it on starting work at the nursing home full time. I can blame it on whatever I want, but the fact of the matter is, blame doesn't get me any closer to my goal, just enables my poor choices by diverting the attention onto something else that doesn't matter.
I want to be healthy. I don't want to be pre-diabetic. I don't want to become diabetic. I don't want to hurt any more. I know I can do it!!! I've already made it 1/3 of the way.
Why do we fall into the habit of putting off til tomorrow that which we could do today and should have done already?! I think the hardest thing is KNOWING what I need to do to reach my goals, but not having the intestinal fortitude (as my dad calls it) to get there. If I know HOW to do it, then I know I CAN do it too!
Final thoughts: Some commandments from PositiveMed on mental health. At this point, (the diet part at least) is all a mental game and i know I have it in me to win!
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